Time is the big ride that nobody gets off.
But wouldn't be cool if we could?
In
the recent film, Edge of Tomorrow, Tom Cruise plays a soldier who
suddenly gets the ability to reset the day. Think Groundhog Day, but
with violence instead romance driving the plot. With each recurring day
the soldier uses his increasing knowledge of what's happens next to
plan his moves, enabling him to accomplish the otherwise impossible.
The
film was inspired by video game storytelling, specifically the way
games allow you to make mistakes that are fatal to your in-game
character then bring your character back to life at an earlier point
in the game and, hopefully having learned from your mistakes, try
again.
This game mechanic allows video gamers to simulate what
theologians call foreknowledge. Within the closed system of the game
time moves in one direction, but with the ability to get off that ride
and try again as often as necessary the gamer is able to gain what to
her in-game character would be knowledge of what will happen before it
happens. That's foreknowledge, and it is generally considered, though
theologians debate exactly how it works, to be one of the attributes of
God.
Godlike power is part of our attraction to video games and
time travel flicks. Getting off time's ride through unlimited death and
resurrection while everyone else is forced to remain means you can
get a look at the destination and control how we get there. That's
intoxicating because in real life we worry that our destiny is largely
outside our control.
Video game storytelling speaks to our
spiritual need to believe our lives are part of a greater story
that calls for us to invest ourselves in a struggle for the good. But
video games also exploit that need by addicting us to the sensation of
wielding unstoppable power, thereby tempting us to see ourselves as a
timeless beings among lesser mortals, justified in manipulating their
actions to serve our goals. (The video game, Braid, explores this
conceit.)
But after we've turned off the console and are laying
in bed, the fact remains that our real life failures are permanent.
While we may claim we regret nothing, it's hard to know what our lives
are going to mean when our part in time's ride is over.
New
Year's is almost here. No one's getting a do-over of 2014; no one gets
to skip what happens in 2015; and no one knows what the price of
oil will be by the time 2016 rolls around.
What you can do is choose where you'll look for direction on the journey. The way I see it that boils down to two options.
You
can choose the video game option and leverage what power you have
toward the outcome you want. Or you choose to believe there is an Author
of our story who loves the characters in it and is bringing it to a
conclusion that will end well for those who come to trust that love.
As they say in video games, "Choose wisely."
This article was originally submitted for the Clergy Comments column of the Fort McMurray Today (December 26, 2014).